i am sorry for being so forgetful about you. i know i am supposed to care much about you, but i think i can't make it anymore because of who i am now. For that, i am sorry if one day in future, i have no courage to keep you active thus needs to delete you from my list. i was never mean to leave and destroy you, but maybe this is the best solution, though.
anyway, i am not going to delete you for now. In future if i think i can't afford you, then it'll MUST be.
so long, goodbye!