Monday, April 29, 2013

me happy;



hii.
i think i have mentioned that i was continuing my master in UiTM Shah alam right now before this ya?
yups, now its almost two months i have been here and came back to the miserable life as a student. i have been trouble a lot, but also happy here, up and down, fluctuated like a wavelength...i am just too tired and weary to face anything like these.i always pray for Allah to make me easy in everything i do...

so many things happened, like bla bla bla..i just can't explain it in single way..

anyway, let me make it short story..

one day ago, i just got good new from University Malaysia Sabah, that i have been accepted to be their student in Master of Education in Sport science by research starting this coming august. it's a blast right??!!!i means, who want to reject the offer, *sudahlah dapat di tempat sendiri,dekat dengan rumah di University Condo Apartment Jalan Sulaman, ada kenderaan sendiri pula, then ada kerja yang boleh tampung perbelanjaan every months, plus dekat dengan family, and orang tersayang! sapa yang tidak mahu kan????

so with heartfelt, i broke this new to my family. they were happy and asked me to come back to sabah as soon as possible. and jobs are waiting for me in Sabah. so who want to push away the REZEKI and chances given by Allah and UMS to me right??

now i am so happy..my family and friends all were happy for the new, especially my bakal tuttttt.....*ehemm.
*means that semua planning masa depan akan berjalan dengan lancar, mudah dan Alhamdulillah, dalam keadaan aman damai dan bahagia. Syukur Ya Allah.

so i am going back to my hometown for the vote and jobs interview on this Friday.
wish me lucky yaa. i love working as a consultant and lecturer. so please bless me Allah.
Aminnn.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

again;




again, i found the solution for every issue and problem i encountered. 

thanks to Allah, for giving me a chance to provide the best of me, 


THE BEST OF ME IS YET TO COME.


InsyaAllah.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

#



the thing is,

 # i just can't believe i made a decision that could change my life forever. i think Sport medical is always suit to me, but someday i found that i need to deepen my knowledge and area of study into other area, so i can learn as much as possible throughout my master study. so this early morning, i came to our faculty and yes, i have changed my area of study from Sport medical to sport physiology with the combination of sport psychology. how could i am??

but seriously, i wanted to change it, because i was interesting to make a study on hormones, the correlation of the hormone and the behavior, the emotion and the sports. that's made me changed my area of study, for awhile in master level. don't ask me why ok.


# Human motor system is not something easy to implement. we need to implement a mini project and i have chosen to identify the effect of different practice conditions on 9-year old schoolchildren of Sk Seksyen 7 Shah Alam as my participant. do you think it easy to prepare all things before i should coming into school and take over the 6-weeks classes of Physical and Health Education subject??

 IT'S NOT EASY AT ALL.

first, i should get the permission from the ministry of education, and create a formal letter that shows the reason i want to come into a school.
second, i need to get permission from the PPD and the headmaster of the school then only i can proceed my research project at the school.
third, the syllabus of the education i am going to teach the pupils during my attachment.

it's sound easy right? but the fact is i feel miserable and terrible inside.


# i am not going to back to Sabah for awhile since there are lots of things to care about. no holiday for this master level and no time for dilly dallying.

so do you think i have enough time to think about engagement going back to my beautiful-hometown??

NOT-AT-ALL.

so it's devastated and make me exhausted.

but it;s okay. i know i am going to heal my pain and stressful life with the effort and commitment throughout this semester. so nothing to worry. you'll be okay, Azeanthy. keep it up!














Monday, April 8, 2013

Hikmah;



Mungkin ada hikmahnya atas segala ujian dan kesukaran yang aku lalui sekarang...tuhan sedang menguji kesabaran dan sejauhmana rasional nya aku dalam meniti hari-hari yang penuh onak duri ini. 

Di telan mati mama, di luah mati bapa.

Saat pelbagai dugaan dan kekeliruan yang melanda, aku yakin tuhan juga tidak mahu membiarkan aku hanyut dalam kesukaran ini, maka Dia selalu hadir dan mengingatkan aku bahawa setiap yang terjadi ini pasti ada hikmah nya. Saat aku merasa kesusahan, pasti akan dibalas kesenangan dan kejayaan yg memuaskan suatu saat nanti.

Janganlah berhenti berdoa dan memohon kepada Nya.


InsyaAllah.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Doa buat kekasih;



Akan ku jejaki dirimu walau kita jauh terpisah.

Segeralah kembalikan ketabahan mu agar hatiku tenang saat kita berjauhan. Percayalah, aku pergi hanya untuk seketika, suatu saat nanti aku akan kembali membawa segulung Ijazah Sarjana yang menjadi harapan mereka semua.

Nantikan kepulangan ku wahai sang kekasih yang jauh di mata,
kau akan sentiasa di hati dan fikiran ku, sepertimana kau jadikan aku sebahagian daripada hidup mu, yang tidak pernah hilang dan lupus dari ingatanmu walau sesaat.

Doakan agar aku kuat dan tabah menghadapi segala rintangan sepanjang kita berjauhan sayang,
yakin lah bahawa hanya kau yang mampu dan layak untuk merangkul cintaku ini. Terima kasih kerana telah hadir dalam hidup ku dulu, dan mencintaiku seadanya aku.

InsyaAllah, saat yang dinantikan itu akan tiba tidak lama lagi. Sepanjang penantian saat itu, hiasilah diri kita dengan peribadi yang indah, sebagai persediaan untuk melangkah ke alam yang seterusnya. InsyaALLAH.
tidak lama lagi.


'Rabbi yassir wala tu 'assir, rabbi tammim bil khoir'

Amin.