okey, i got a message in my mobile phone just in a couple of minutes ago. and the msg is sound like this;
'i was better than you in term of fashion, makeup-stuffs, styling. but why people still looked at you rather than me?i don't like people keep comparing us because i can't be like you, and just like you!'
'you better ask yourself before you asked me. yeah, i'm lack of fashion, i'm not stylist, i even don't know how to put makeup-stuffs on my face. yeah, i was so lack of everything i have to admit. but one thing you should keep in your mind, i rather live like this than being others. i rather live in 'lacking' than being camouflages of my real imperfection face. so i wish the best for you. thank you for stopping me.'
the truth is, i really don't care at all. yeah, i admit it, i am not that perfect person. i'm not really talented in putting any make up on my face, i'm lacks in fashion, i'm not a stylist. so what??? i don't know who that person but my instinct was too firm to say 'she was HER'.yaa, i know it's you girl, i don't have foes since my existence, so why bother you?i really don't care. NOT-AT-ALL.
and now you said, 'i don't like people keep comparing us because i can't be like you, and just like you!' and i was too puzzled to think that silly thing. so i decided rather than being upset, why i should bother you?i can't answer yours anymore, so many things came up to ruin my mood, but no, i am enough strong to live on my territory then. so why don't you just leave me alone?to tell you the truth, i'm so grateful of having a wonderful soul that surely will protects me anywhere i go. so i'm grateful for being my real self.
Azeanthy Paiman is always grateful with Him(god).