Friday, June 29, 2012

A sincere love-letter;

The truth is,

i just love the way you call me Honey in the presence of your friends, and others. i thought it's so delighted to hear you call me Baby when we're face to face. i was so blithe to hear a special word of Darling@Dear that you used to name me in-front of your friends, and i'm loving it when you never forgot to call me Sayang, after all. i just can't stop myself from smiling happily whenever i heard you call me Sweetheart. 

and you just don't know how much i love it when you were rarely calling my real name, my surname, my famous name, or whatever. i never underestimate you to be dare and shame to call me with those lovely-sweet words in presence of people, i mean, publicly. 

and i really love it, when you told/tell them how serious our relationship are, solemnly. oh, you're precious to me dear. copyrighted.

Dear my pretty-boy,
we're too far by million miles, i have no idea how to make you happy when you're sad, so this is the only thing i can give to you froma distance, so that you'll always feel safe, glad and cheerful there. i'm sorry i can't be with you when you're in that circumstance. i always understand yours, and i can senses you my dear. i know it's hurt when the thing we love the most is in that condition. but dear, i hope you'll always be relax, and calm down there. i count on you dear. and i hope you'll to. just in two weeks, i'll be back there. i hope everything gonna be okey when i come to you soon. i might not there now to accompany you, but my heart and my soul will always together with you. so may god blessing you dear. please be alright there. 

                                                                                                                         sincerely by,
                                                                                                                         Azeanthy Paiman.

so i'll stop here. three papers just passed, and everything seemed brilliant. now, only three papers left before going back to my hometown. so Bravo!!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

of celebration;

so lastnight we had celebrated Malam Penghargaan Atlet Sukol 2012 in our college. it was last-minute preparation, but all were satisfied.we were enjoying the moment then. so i'm going to spam you with photos.

so we have grilled lamb lastnight, and it's just soooooo..... mmmmmmmmmmm!!!

and some photos of us,

whoaa.why looked so serious?????????

photos with my friends..

with emma.

with wan nur zaliha.

and i'm going to spam you some photos of me and my bestie, Lydia Micheal. hehe

underneath the tree,=)

this is how i spent my whole day last-night. so no study revision for final examination last-night. all have been spent during this event. huh. but, nevermind, still can catch it up today.

so tomorrow will be our 1st day of examination. we have two papers by tomorrow, and 1 paper by day after tomorrow. see, how deep we were suffered. i'm tired of this, but to think it is our last final examination in bachelor, so it built up a courage to face the fight anyway. so i shouldn't feel burdened anymore, only one step closer to the bravo!

so all my friends, 
please pray for me ya. i'm going to sacrifice my life for my final examination. yeah, that's for sure. so may god blessing us. amin~~

Monday, June 25, 2012

so, what?

okey, i got a message in my mobile phone just in a couple of minutes ago. and the msg is sound like this;

the statement,
'i was better than you in term of fashion, makeup-stuffs, styling. but why people still looked at you rather than me?i don't like people keep comparing us because i can't be like you, and just like you!'

my answer,
'you better ask yourself before you asked me. yeah, i'm lack of fashion, i'm not stylist, i even don't know how to put makeup-stuffs on my face. yeah, i was so lack of everything i have to admit. but one thing you should keep in your mind, i rather live like this than being others. i rather live in 'lacking' than being camouflages of my real imperfection face. so i wish the best for you. thank you for stopping me.'

the truth is, i really don't care at all. yeah, i admit it, i am not that perfect person. i'm not really talented in putting any make up on my face, i'm lacks in fashion, i'm not a stylist. so what??? i don't know who that person but my instinct was too firm to say 'she was HER'.yaa, i know it's you girl, i don't have foes since my existence, so why bother you?i really don't care. NOT-AT-ALL.

and now you said, 'i don't like people keep comparing us because i can't be like you, and just like you!' and i was too puzzled to think that silly thing. so i decided rather than being upset, why i should bother you?i can't answer yours anymore, so many things came up to ruin my mood, but no, i am enough strong to live on my territory then. so why don't you just leave me alone?to tell you the truth, i'm so grateful of having a wonderful soul that surely will protects me anywhere i go. so i'm grateful for being my real self. 

Azeanthy Paiman is always grateful with Him(god). 

Sunday, June 24, 2012

an impulse to jot down;

i've tried to restrain myself from blogging but i just can't. i've finished my research project and i felt much roomy overwhelming me. so to reward myself of being struggled for almost a week has urged me to keep listen to this song-->>bruno mars My love.( please don't feel weird why i love this kind of frivolous song, i have my own reason. different people have different tastes).what make me damn fallen in love with this song was the lyric; 'I'll put you in front of me So everybody can see, My love this is my love,I know that I'll be alright As long as you are my guide, My love this is my love'.

oh god,this song is quite pleasant, and ouw, the lyric was damn sweet!!!i know NJ always have a brilliant ideas to make my day, thank dear.

so, i'm quite disorganized currently, but i'm too strong to be up against the 'conflict of university, which is final examination. 3 weeks left before i leave UiTM for the rest of my bachelor, and maybe will come back here for furthering study in master level. you know what, i love UiTM i have been studied in UiTM for almost 6 years and i don't wish to leave uitm just like that without giving at least a piece of merit here. i think there a lot thing i can help out here. but,huh..lets time determine my future. lots of opportunities waiting for me.

and last from me but not least,
i always love the way my man confesses his love towards me. talk about future could make me freak out, but then u know what, he's always talks the right thing whenever we are in solemn-talk. so finally the thought of 'getting step into marriage is not easy at all, lots of things needs to be re-considered' had suspended us. now i'm getting afraid to think more about a nuptial. but it's a blossomed feeling to think about it u know.hehe.

however, final exam is coming up. so my last fight with final examination is going to begin. so please bear me myself, please don't ruin my days. just for 3 weeks, the rest u can storms me afterwards. so long, goodnite all my friends.have a sweetdream..zaijian.=)

Thursday, June 21, 2012

silent for awhile;

this week is our last week before the final examination. so nothing i could wish rather than praying to score a very good pointer.

as time passes, students often ditch their mood for sitting their upcoming papers. Examination is just like a student's conflict in university. the nearest the day, the more stressful they are. they tend to ditch from any activities that they love the most, and giving almost totally their attention to the exam. that's a common. i feel that way too. but i'm not too depressed like i used to be before. a great and countless confidence overwhelming me. and a big-gratitude to god for giving me such a wonderful confidence in my life, so grateful.. 

credits to Mr google.

so i only have 3 weeks before i come back to my hometown. so within 3 weeks, i shouldn't be easily distracted by any barriers that merged to ruin my day. NOT-AT-ALL. so what i have to do now in order to ensure a good marks towards my exam is study and praying. only god knows what inside of my heart, of my mind. so i know god will always be with me because i always trust HIM.

so i would like to say, i'm going to silent myself from any social networks for awhile. it could be a month, weeks, or for months. i don't know. the only thing i really care now is my upcoming examination and my practical session. so i rest my all attention to my exam now. so goodbye.

p/s dear readers, please pray the best for me during my final examination.thanks, may god blessing you=)

Monday, June 18, 2012

Totally fine,

my weekend is awesome!

i'd totally fine here. i could feel something good is going to happen on me right now. kinda fluttery feeling, that urges me to finish my study brilliantly, to have a job. and steps into a nuptial. i could feel that feeling now, it ain't burden me anyway, it really brings a peaceful feeling towards me. oh, what is it?arrggghhhh. final year, please be finished as soon as possible!

This is not my copyright. this photo belongs to Mr google.

and also, i found out about something just in a couple of hours ago. yeah, something terrible, yeah, i know what you feel, girl. but please be cool, i never think sort of that silly thing. i never wanted to come back to him anymore, so please be cool there, i won't take him away from you. that couldn't be. because i've found my Mr Right in mylife, and i never think to leave my soul-mate alone. furthermore, i'm so grateful to have him in my life. really grateful to FAITH that made us meet years ago. nothing i can say, rather than i love the way he loves me like a crazier in this world. so bravo!

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Instructor of Aerobic Dance;

last week we have been done our batch's event project brilliantly. i considered this event as my challenge day as we were given responsibility to teach and coach the novice kids (the beginner) to play 5 selected sports within 5 hours. i was the instructor of aerobic dance for warming up session on that day. so i thought it took a bit hard time to conduct the warming up session for kids. i mean, they were still new in this field, and mostly of them didn't really involved themselves in sport before. so we were ready for any possibilities before we started the coaching session actually,

by the way, 
i really enjoyed myself during the aerobic dance session. i didn't make it by myself alone, i have my backup and i know all of us were enjoying the moment on that day. 

just after the warming up session, i was asked to photograph the moment as i was free-of-tasks during the event. so i have no photo of myself until my friend (backup photographer) took my photos on that day. you know what, when you're given task to be a photographer, it mean that you'll have less photo(or could be no) during the moment, so only god knows how happy i am when my friend took my photos as i thought that a necessary to wrap up all the moment into a video, or at least pictures anyway. 

so here i am;=)

me and syusyu

just before the aerobic dance moment

and this is my favorite friend in my world, kak Syida. she was in same class with me, but she was 2 years older than me. but still, i thought we have no limitation in sharing stories or things. i just love the way she think. she's really matured okay.=)

me and kak Syida

so after we finished the coaching session, we were gathered up in the hall. and we were delighted when our lecturer broke the new that we were done the job given by him brilliantly, and successfully. so 20 marks will be secured for all of us!whoaaaaa, nothing we can do other than cheered up ourself. so meaning that, our pointer at a safe zone actually. huhuu. so lucky!

anyway, i only have 2 weeks to get prepare for my final examination. our examination schedule seemed irritated and so scary, how can we sit for exam by taking 3 papers in 2 day??oooo,no, i'm going to torture my little-brain!there is no enough gap for us to revise our study, nobody really knows what going happen on that day, so i thought preparation is the best solution.

anyway.i am not going to give up. i know i always can depends on myself and standing on my feet confidently. so bravo! i say.=)

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Deep in love;

i've enjoyed reading online articles on lastnight. i did reading mostly Conflict-in-love articles and i realized every couples have their own reasons, that make them stick with their relationship. and i was too impressed, to reveal something that we called as a secret in our life, but you know what, listen to Bruno Mars' songs really made me sick about love. in addition, one of my friend keep asking me 5 things that made me fallen in love with my man. whooaaaaa. we know it's a confidential, but how can i resist my betsfriend's request .

so yeah, what actually 5 things that make me fallen in love with NJ?ok.let see...

# he is the only one who ever made me fallen in love, after i got heartbroken. i've found many guys in my life, most of them have been tried to win my heart, but none of them could make me fallen in love, just like NJ did. 

# he loves me even though i'm a freak of feelings. i mean, people can't come to my life easily, but they can go off from me delightful. you know what i mean, right? he's too patience and practically loving me much! xoxo-

# he's himself, that's the most attractive quality anyone can ever have. he meets the criteria that i was looking for all this time. simply to say, he is my soul mate!

# the important thing is, i love how he support me and make me remember who i am, that's make me like the most special girl in this world.

# i love the way he loves me. that he still love me even though he had seen me looking terrible. he loves me unconditionally. and love me the way i am.

# and the last but not least, there are so many things that make me fallen in love with NJ. he's the only one who can make me fallen in love after all, he has so many values that i'm looking for in life, and frankly, he is the only one i can regard as a Special Boyfriend in  my world. i just can't explain one by one here, so many things i say.=)

so what else i'm looking for a love, i've found it anyway. so i don;t need more than NJ in my life. not anyone else. 

we're too young to know what love is, but i'll make sure u'll not regrets for loving me that way.=)

so dear readers,
what things that make you falling in love with your man???come on, let share a bit.=)

Sunday, June 10, 2012

You could always be;

Yesterday we have done with our batch's event course. i'd enjoyed the moment very much as we're about to coaching and teaching kids for 5 selected sport which are Tennis, Petanque, Volleyball, Squash and Basketball. so our target kids are basically the novice kids, a beginner one. i can tell you all of us(crews) were amused and so delighted to teach these kids, they are new to the field and activity, so i thought it's pretty hard to teach. By the way, i was the intructor of Aerobic Dance during this event, for our warming up session. so i thought everyone of us were enjoy it much. thank for the support.

and talk about my past final presentation,
yups, i've done it well and probably the best presenter on that day. i'm glad i can scored the highest marks on my presentation. it's a gifted, and it meant so much to me. thanks for your support my friends.

so final examination is around the conner. we have 3 weeks before final examination, to finish our assignments, and presentations. what i can say now is, i'm glad this semester didn't give a very hard time for me,instead of giving me an opportunity to height my pointer as well. i've gave my best for this semester anyway, i really looking forward of this.

anyway, i've a group discussion just now, so i'm leaving for awhile. so have a nice day readers. will catch ur blog afterwards.thankss..=)

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Thank you God.

i've no offence of seeing other's happiness. well, nothing to mourn about, instead of wishing the best for them.
faith is faith, nothing to regret, nothing to tears, and nothing to frusted anyway. so i always feel grateful of God for giving me such a wonderful courages and strength to face any hunches in my life. i still need to go on with my own life, more resiliently. By the way, i have my own future life that surely will be achieved in the next few years. 

so today we have final presentation of Research and Methodology course, and i've a possibility to be a presenter for this session. so i'm hoping i can give the best of me during my presentation. i'm not a perfect person, but i'll make sure i'll live on this earth as a confident person. nothing can crumples me down, as long as i  resist. so i'm going to live free and cheerful in my life. no prejudice, no worries.