i'm getting over of my sickness today. i feels a little bit energizer and good today. and i woke up earlier morning today just because want to check my pointer for this semester. so i opened up the addresses of Uitm with careful, and my heart just can't stop from beating fast. Remembered what happened to me during our last exam, its just scaring me. i got a very critical headaches throughout my exam. i even can't stand or sit down, i was bedridden for the whole day and can't focus my study either.
and now the slip of result was came out, and i got a flying colors of result! a little bit dropped but still at higher level. i am so glad and grateful for Allah for his blessing. i don't want to blame any parties, i supposed to glad because i was their Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam's student, and i got funds from their sponsorship. But because i'm a JPA's student, they always wanted to see me with them on stage, i mean for debates, Forum and Pidato. i was represent their side and i felt a little bit unsatisfied since i need to focus on my activities, not in academic.
But i'm glad for my latest result, my CGPA wasn't drop, but don't get me wrong ya. the fact is i feels not comfortable with my current CGPA, because i have another scoring of levels. so i need to work a little bit struggles afterward. and now my heart is warmness, just like these pictures,
p/s i am so impatience to graduate and starts a new life as a worker. i want to build up a new session of my life.
i am hoping for blessing and glory. amin~~