Tuesday, August 7, 2018



the most part of being nervous is when you're expected to give birth on that date but the signs are unconvinced. =))

i am expected to give birth early than the date given by the midwives or doctors, and i am okay with that. however, i have this feeling that the time will come at sharp, just around the expected date (based on my LMP). 

i have a vivid dreams lately that make me thinking the time is coming soon. the contractions were felt and other symptoms actually already shows up. but still, i  have another more than 2 weeks before the expected date. therefore, waiting and be alert to the signs and symptoms is the best way just now.

i hope that everything is okay, the process of delivery will be at ease, smooth and safe to me and the baby.

May Allah ease the pain and the difficulties..insyaAllah.


Monday, July 23, 2018

Just bear in mind....

 that different people have different thought of building his/her own family.

Make it simple and simply forget all that hurt you. 

That's the secret of happiness.

Remember that. 


Friday, July 20, 2018

is my blog still alive?


Gossshhh, its been 8 months since my last entry! haha. 

actually i was thinking to de-active my blog..as i am busy like always. But sometime the feeling goes well and i feel like want to share and write something, but i don't like paper, so again, blog is a great choice. =)

i thought its not to late to wish Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims ppl.. and nextmonth we are going to celebrate Hari Raya Aidil Adha.i wish we have a good memory and experience this year ya! 

As for me, i am busy waiting for my second child to be born in this world by the end of August 2018. yeaaayyy! another 1 month before my due.. pls pray for me.. i hope everything will be fine. Aamiin.

To my husband,
you're great as my Hero! keep encouraging and loving me the way i am. i love you ya! thanks. 

See you all again. 


Monday, November 27, 2017

Nov 2017;


Hii alls!

Huh. such a long hiatus ya. =)

my reason for not be able to update consistently here is because;

1) i am focusing with my work. Such a bless i am able to work and get salary and allowances for life essentials. yaa, we all know, no money, no things, no shopping. =)

2) i am focusing with my family. So glad i gave birth to my baby boy last year and now he's turning two years old. so many thing to deal with; i just need to fulfill what my family want and need. =)

i found out i am not a big fans of blogger currently but i will try to write here as a medium of learning center. i got so many things to share that i could talk about both of these things all day but today i'll focus on my work.

so until we meet again. so long good bye. =)

Tuesday, July 25, 2017


Assalamualaikum w.b.t

A long silence made since my last entry on November 2016.
Herewith i am glad to say i am grateful and feel blossom for the REZEKI given by Allah.

i am only 24 years old when i have to create my pathwaay, yet i have actually ready chosen my last pathway. it's the one that will lead me to the future i was dreaming for the rest of my life. and Alhamdulillah, things went nice at the right place.

currently i am glad to say that i am happy with my achievement in my life. everything goes well, things happens for a reason and so wisely.. and now i am here for god sake. Alhamdulillah.

Before, there were so many things that occupied my mind.
i want to give meaning to my life by sharing the happiness with beloved family.. i have a lovely husband and the cutest son. i have my big family, my parents, family in laws, i was working in government sector (which is people always admired tittttttttt), i have pets, house, ...and so forth.
but i know, these are only for temporary..all life is only temporary.
life is too short to be wasted. i have worked passionately, dedicated. i nearly have no time with my family. i rarely spend time with my big family at village.
i became workaholic and forgot the meaning of quality time with my family. Tasks multiplied, been work-loaded since my first duty reported.

Until one day..pressure slightly came into my life, and yes, i have to admit how stressful i am now. huh.

Day after day, i started to think that patience, passion and dedication come easily only when we love what we do. i started to realize having good job with high qualification is compromised, yet being a housewife is not my type. i just can't stay at one position or place for long time. i just can't.

therefore, i am still working, while planning to have my own business with my expert and interest. yes i am.

so i have a p/s here. i am advising to all especially to my son, for not wasting their time on work that they don't enjoy. once again, patience, passion and dedication come easily only when we love what we do. yes, that's the matter! 

but for awhile, please be nice and keep strong my heart and body, there are so many things we need to take care before i could hand over all the tasks to other people. Please calm down..and just stay.

To my husband, thanks for always be here when i need you.

To my son, thanks for the happiness and strength you'd given to mum and daddy. You will be my prince forever.

i love you, Allah, my family, and everything in my life.

so long. Good bye.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Come back home;

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera,

Such a long hiatus i made, since my last entry a couple of months ago.

and glad to say, i am grateful and happy with my life now, with my beloved husband and cute little boy, =)))

actually, my only reason to update here is because i want to re-active my blog's account. that's all.
so thanks for reading my entry.

til we meet again.



Monday, January 11, 2016

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

hii peeps!
its been awhile i didn't update anything here. so sad to just leave my blog in silence. 
btw, i am writing now =)

just now i was in my third trimester of pregnancy. *i guarantee yang sudah pernah merasa keadaan ini pasti faham and sedia maklum how it's feel... 
mixed feelings. nervous, excited, happy, and.. everything in my mind. 

Last time i was cried because of my typical condition, maybe sebab belum pernah melalui pengalaman yang sebegini, so my husband is the one yang sentiasa berada di sisi untuk support. he's done everything. Massage, keep me in safe and at ease. everything he did/do is good for me. *really appreciate everything you do my hubby. love you =)

and now, we are waiting for our baby.. may Allah bless us..and keep me in safe and at ease...

everything i do now is all for us (me and my beloved hubby).. this is our Love.. thanks Allah for the gift.. semoga semuanya dipermudahkan..dan selamat... aamiin..