Monday, November 27, 2017

Nov 2017;


Hii alls!

Huh. such a long hiatus ya. =)

my reason for not be able to update consistently here is because;

1) i am focusing with my work. Such a bless i am able to work and get salary and allowances for life essentials. yaa, we all know, no money, no things, no shopping. =)

2) i am focusing with my family. So glad i gave birth to my baby boy last year and now he's turning two years old. so many thing to deal with; i just need to fulfill what my family want and need. =)

i found out i am not a big fans of blogger currently but i will try to write here as a medium of learning center. i got so many things to share that i could talk about both of these things all day but today i'll focus on my work.

so until we meet again. so long good bye. =)

Tuesday, July 25, 2017


Assalamualaikum w.b.t

A long silence made since my last entry on November 2016.
Herewith i am glad to say i am grateful and feel blossom for the REZEKI given by Allah.

i am only 24 years old when i have to create my pathwaay, yet i have actually ready chosen my last pathway. it's the one that will lead me to the future i was dreaming for the rest of my life. and Alhamdulillah, things went nice at the right place.

currently i am glad to say that i am happy with my achievement in my life. everything goes well, things happens for a reason and so wisely.. and now i am here for god sake. Alhamdulillah.

Before, there were so many things that occupied my mind.
i want to give meaning to my life by sharing the happiness with beloved family.. i have a lovely husband and the cutest son. i have my big family, my parents, family in laws, i was working in government sector (which is people always admired tittttttttt), i have pets, house, ...and so forth.
but i know, these are only for temporary..all life is only temporary.
life is too short to be wasted. i have worked passionately, dedicated. i nearly have no time with my family. i rarely spend time with my big family at village.
i became workaholic and forgot the meaning of quality time with my family. Tasks multiplied, been work-loaded since my first duty reported.

Until one day..pressure slightly came into my life, and yes, i have to admit how stressful i am now. huh.

Day after day, i started to think that patience, passion and dedication come easily only when we love what we do. i started to realize having good job with high qualification is compromised, yet being a housewife is not my type. i just can't stay at one position or place for long time. i just can't.

therefore, i am still working, while planning to have my own business with my expert and interest. yes i am.

so i have a p/s here. i am advising to all especially to my son, for not wasting their time on work that they don't enjoy. once again, patience, passion and dedication come easily only when we love what we do. yes, that's the matter! 

but for awhile, please be nice and keep strong my heart and body, there are so many things we need to take care before i could hand over all the tasks to other people. Please calm down..and just stay.

To my husband, thanks for always be here when i need you.

To my son, thanks for the happiness and strength you'd given to mum and daddy. You will be my prince forever.

i love you, Allah, my family, and everything in my life.

so long. Good bye.

Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Come back home;

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera,

Such a long hiatus i made, since my last entry a couple of months ago.

and glad to say, i am grateful and happy with my life now, with my beloved husband and cute little boy, =)))

actually, my only reason to update here is because i want to re-active my blog's account. that's all.
so thanks for reading my entry.

til we meet again.



Monday, January 11, 2016

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

hii peeps!
its been awhile i didn't update anything here. so sad to just leave my blog in silence. 
btw, i am writing now =)

just now i was in my third trimester of pregnancy. *i guarantee yang sudah pernah merasa keadaan ini pasti faham and sedia maklum how it's feel... 
mixed feelings. nervous, excited, happy, and.. everything in my mind. 

Last time i was cried because of my typical condition, maybe sebab belum pernah melalui pengalaman yang sebegini, so my husband is the one yang sentiasa berada di sisi untuk support. he's done everything. Massage, keep me in safe and at ease. everything he did/do is good for me. *really appreciate everything you do my hubby. love you =)

and now, we are waiting for our baby.. may Allah bless us..and keep me in safe and at ease...

everything i do now is all for us (me and my beloved hubby).. this is our Love.. thanks Allah for the gift.. semoga semuanya dipermudahkan..dan selamat... aamiin..

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Aidilfitri 2015;

Buat semua muslim dan muslimah..
masih tidak terlambat lagi untuk saya ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2015.. setelah sebulan berpuasa, akhirnya tiba masa kita menyambut Aidilfitri selama sebulan.. *walau hakikatnya puasa banyak missed sebab alahan teruk kehamilan. sobs..sob..sob..

Maka di kesempatan ini, kami ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua kawan-kawan yang mengenali dan seluruh umat islam di dunia. 

Segala kesilapan dan kesalahan adalah amat tidak disengajakan. Yang baik semuanya daripada Allah, yang kurang semua adalah daripada diri sendiri. Maka dengan itu, kami memohon maaf atas segala keterlanjuran kata, perbuatan atau kesilapan yang tidak disengajakan. Semoga Aidilfitri kali ini akan menjadi Aidilfitri yang terindah buat kita semua. aamin.

Tahun ini adalah raya pertama sebagai isteri kepada my husband, kekasihku Noorlizam. InsyaAllah raya tahun depan bukan beraya berdua lagi, sebab kini sedang menanti kelahiran cahaya mata tanda cinta antara kami berdua. semoga segalanya dipermudahkan dan baik-baik sahaja. Aamin. 

*walaupun alahan teruk, alhamdulillah segalanya akan ditempuhi dengan hati tabah. insyaAllah.

Thursday, February 12, 2015


Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Ini adalah entry kedua aku pada hari ini. harap maklum. =)

what i wanna talk about is all about my dream and revolutions. i am sure most of us have these things in our life right? i just wondering how we going to grow up if we don't have any of these. yaaa, i means, something that can drive you to achievement and satisfaction. i really meant it okey.

so this is called a satisfaction. i was listening to La Paloma songs while writing on this.

my dream:
1.  To get married when i am about 25-26 years old. and yes, i get married on 26th. =)
2.  To get married with someone who love me all of himself, love me like nobody does and yes,
      to love me like crazy. i found someone looked like this.. My husband!! ngeee. thanks darlingg.
      i will love you till jannah.
3.  To work with the goverment, as a Pegawai. *because i knew Pegawai need to work indoor and
     Outdoor. so this is what i am now.
 4. To have atleast a business with my family. and yes, i am on my way to prepare everything about
      real dream. i want to have a conventional business, founded by me myself.
5.  To have a child with my husband. InsyaAllah, still on progress. ngeee..
6.  To be a mithali wife to my husband.
7.  To help my family, especially my parent
8.  To buy my dream car.. yes, i really want this one but later on.. i need to focus on my business        planning first.
9.  To love my husband with all of my heart.

that's all from me today.
i would love to share my dream soon, if i have free time. bye.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015


Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Lagi dua hari, maka genaplah usia perkahwinan dua bulan antara aku dengan Encik Suami. Walaupun masih perlu berjauhan tapi percayalah, ini adalah perpisahan kami yang terakhir kerana selepas ini, InsyaAllah aku akan kembali ke pangkuan nya dan menjalankan kehidupan dan tanggungjawabku di sisinya secara sepenuh masa...

Perasaan aku setelah bergelar Isteri kepada Encik Suami?
Alhamdulillah dengan izin Allah, Kami akhirnya berjaya disatukan dengan hanya sekali lafaz nikah.. amin ya rabbil alamin.. sesungguhnya aku lah insan paling bahagia dan gembira saat mendengar ungkapan yang perlu bermakna 'Aku terima nikahnya Noor Azeanthy Binti Paiman dengan mas kahwin seratus ringgit tunai...'dan dalam sekelip mata, aku telah sah bergelar Isteri kepada suamiku. Ya Allah sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang Maha mengetahui segala rahsia disebalik penantian kami selama ini...

walaupun kini kami terpaksa dipisahkan oleh jarak, sekurang-kurangnya aku kini masih berada di dalam kawasan negeri ku berbanding sebelum ini. aku yakin setiap yang berlaku sudah direncanakan oleh Allah kerana saat aku menanti hari perkahwinan ku, aku telah ditukarkan untuk balik bekerja di negeri sendiri dan alhamdulillah seminggu sebelum majlis perkahwinan ku, aku telah berada di Sabah di samping nya. Syukur ya Allah... dan kini secara umumnya, aku telah menetap di rumah adik kepada mentuaku di Tawau.. walaupun berjauhan, tetapi kami mengambil keputusan untuk saling bertemu sekurang-kurangnya dua minggu sekali.. *ada lah orang ni balik-balik buka web airasia or malaysia airlines untuk check tiket murah. Bila dapat tiket murah jak, terus apply cuti kalau perlu and terbang bertemu dengan sang suami yang setia menanti..

Alhamdulillah..walaupun berjauhan, perasaan sayang dan kasih antara satu semakin hari semakin menebal. Hanya telefon dan video bergambar yang mampu menjadi teman kala berjauhan tapi itu tidak menghalang kami daripada terus menjalankan kehidupan sebagai suami isteri. *jangan sangka bila sudah berjauhan, perasaan 'macam bujang' itu datang pula. no no no. insyaAllah aku dengan suami aku akan berusaha menghadapi rintangan yang mendatang...

Matlamat seterusnya?...
Alhamdulillah, kami bersyukur kerana akhirnya 2014 tetap menjadi tahun kami disatukan.. sekarang dah masuk tahun baru 2015, insyaAllah jika diberi rezeki, mungkin sudah tiba masanya untuk kami membina sebuah keluarga yang lengkap..dan aku menjadi ibu kepada anak kami.. cumanya, bila sudah berjauhan, keadaan ada sedikit sukar tapi its ok, kami sedang berusaha ke arah itu. maka bermacam-macam cara lah untuk mendapatkan zuriat *Encik Suami mesti tersengih-sengih baca ayat ini.. okay, insyaAllah.. Ya Allah,permudahkanlah urusan dunia dan akhirat kami.. aaamiinn..

okay, time up!!
i should go back to my task. Love you Mr Husband! See you by nextweek. yeayyy my babyboy will come to my place by nextween CNY, welcome to you darlinggg!! gudnite!